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[John Carroll]

Okay guys I have been holding somethingsecret for a very very long time, This is something very personal and I dont want you guys saying it to anyone cOUNTS THE SAME FOR THE PW''S Since they can see this , But First I need A Promise from every one of you, I need you guys to promise that you guys do not say this to anyone, Cause if you do that can really brake me down, But first I need you guys to swear that you guys wont say anything

[Boston Rob]

I promise!

[Brandon Johnson]

I have your back brother

[John Carroll]

F....First....... Everybody needs to Promise

[Kim Powers]

Promise <3

[John Carroll]

Okay I guess I will say it

You guys might be very shocked and your mouth will probably drop but I am







































































Autistic, I have Aspergers Syndrome and I am Obsessed with numbers, Patterns and Haunted Houses and I also think Lights are very pretty, i go to a Special School for kids that need more help with learning and stuff and I also do not dare looking people in the eyes always when I watch a TV Show where the people look at the screen and it looks like they are looking at you then I always turn my head away and Dont look at the screen, My Biggest Fear is probably staring people in the eyes when they are talking, And I also have a very hard time talking loud and clear my Social Skills are so poor, I would rather want to go to a libary then to a party and I see a patter in everything almost everything I look at I see something in it and something that repeats over and over again, I love Numbers When i look at Numbers y whole day gets cheered up and I dont know what i would do without numbers I have a paper where almost every day I write the Numbeers 1-100, And I also dream off so much, And in class I have very big Problems with Concentrating I count alot in my head sometimes where I even Count out loud without that I notice it, and I love going to math because of the Numbers, And also a clock also makes me happy cause that has 11 GREAT Numbers on it (I am leaving 3 out cause I hate 3) and also in Class I move alot with my Hands, like I always need to have something in my hand like today it was a top from a plastic Bottle, And AlsoLights are very pretty I like Mixed up ligghts like Red and Green lights that are together thats why i love Halloween cause thn I go to Six Falgs Holland and there is A Clown Haunted House and they always have very pretty lights in there, And there is something that I will never be able to let go in my whole life.....And that is...........Pokemon i have Loved Pokemon ever since I was little, And I dont like Barney anymor but when I was 5 and 6 I loved looking at it I always danced to the Songs and I always needed to laugh with it and I always loved the Numbers episode were they count numbers but I have played in other ORG's Where I have told my secret and that they started callling me retarted and that I am Socially Fucked Up and that I am a wimp So Guys please dont think that way of me and I would also like it if you guys dont say anything to the other tribe. So Lex, If there is ever a tribe switch please delete this post then

Here is a picture from when i was little

If you guys have any other questions dont be afraid to ask

[John Carroll]

Oh Yeah Even though I do know 2 Languegues I have a very hard time speaking to Strangers, Like in a store and I want to look at something and somebody else is already looking at it I always wait till that person is done until i go and look at it Like is he is looking at the Chips Section then I always wait till he is done looking

I have a very big fear of that

[Alex "Graham Cracker" Bell]

Though I respect that you told us this, I'm not quite sure why you did. It doesn't change how I think of you

You're so silly, John!

[Boston Rob]

I see a 2 in that pattern

[John Carroll]

I see alot of X's

And Alex, The reason i did that was because maybe you guys were starting to think i was weird and I wanted that off my Shoulders, Doesnt make to much sense, i just felt like saying it, Cause I feel like I can trust you guys that you guys wont say it to anyone

[Judd Sergeant]

I don't think this matters at all because I haven't had any issues with you thus far and I wouldn't even have guessed! =)

[Elyse Mmmmemoto]

Aww, John. Ive known a couple of people with Aspergers, so I def know how rough that can be for people (esp in games like this), so Im proud of you for being able to open up about it. It def doesn't make us think any less of you buddy. <33

[John Carroll]

Awww thank you guys thats so nice

I sometimes also have a hard time with it, Cause I sometimes just have to laugh randomlly in class and like I already told you I always have something in my hand and I also Bite on Stuff alot like Yesterday I was watching Big Brother and I was biting my Sheet so much that it almost got a hole in it

But I am just glad that you guys respect me how I am, Thatk you for not acting like the jackasses did on that other game, That you

[John Carroll]

Here is a video, I didnt act exactly like that when I was little but really common I have been watching all there videos just to see how he acts with Asperges Syndrome and its really common to my'n