John's Confessional

[John Carroll]

Thank you Randy I also exalted you on Friday I think cause you are being so nice

[Randy "Rfango" Baily]

I was wondering who that was from

[John Carroll]

I now have an alliance with Judd, Brandon and ELyse as you guys knew

And there is also Candice who is willing to flip to our side if we were to ever lose, And then that is 5 but I really hope that othing happens to Elyse on the other side, I was crushed when she wasnt on my tribe anymore I told her all my secrets about my Autism and everything so I would really like it if the merge is after this round so then me and ELyse can get back together, I can always talk to her if ther eis a problem and she also understands me, My life at this moment is so hard I am having such a hard time facing the real world that Yesterday I had a breakdown, Cause I felt that people were only sitting there and trashing me and saying ''Pay Ateention and dont look out of the window'' ''Look at me while I am talking'' ''Stop counting'' ''Stop talking to yourself'' and alot more other stuff and no body will ever get how hard it is for me to adapt to everything in this world and ELyse is really the only person in this game I feel I can trust 100% So I really hope the merge is after this round

Yesterday I was so sad I just felt like Giving up, I felt like I cant take it anymore, To everybody who reads this ''Life with Autism is not easy AT ALL'' It is the most hardest thing ever

And I really wish i didnt have it so for the people who dont have it

Be happy you dont

[John Carroll]

Yes, Ashley is now out, So now my old tribe has the Numbers

So That is pretty chill that our old tribe is in 6-5 lead, I just hope that The person coming back from Redemption island is not somebody from the old Calua tribe cause then we are again even but it might not be a merge yet, i hope it is, I have no idea when the merge will come I just hope it's now

[John Carroll]

So the merge is obviously not now maybe next round

The other tribe has an inactive, Which is not good and at the same time it is good, The not good part is that its Skupin and if they lose then if Jenna and Mikayla vote for Skupin then the votes toward Skupin is 3-2 because of the self vote I just hope he left a boot list

But the good part is is taht Our tribe then has a bigger chance of winning this challenge

MERGE PLEASE COME SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!

[John Carroll]

That is if the tribal lines are still there?

[Host Lex]

Do you feel that the tribal lines are still there? Would you ever betray original Mahtava for anyone on Calua?

[John Carroll]

Yeah I defanitly feel that the Tribal Lines are still there and I think I would maybe bring Candice over Skupin but I dont know, Me and Candice have been getting along very well

[John Carroll]

And who knows maybe by voting Joshua to be vanished from Ibrehem's game then he might like me and might want to give me a favor

By not voting me out ;D

[Randy "Rfango" Baily]

Dec 5, 2011 14:34:27 GMT -5 John Carroll said:

Me and Candice have been getting along very well

Oh I get it

[John Carroll]

HAHA

Not in that way Randy

If you even mean it that way?

[John Carroll]

I think the Merge will be after this round, If it is I would be very happy cause then my alliance with Elyse, Judd and Brandon can be reunited again

I am so happy I made it this far cause I wouldnt have expected I would make it to the final 10 So if now one person comes back then it will be final 11 but then Mahtava cant ake control then I am almost for sure in the final 4 with Judd, Brandon and Elyse

But I am getting a feeling that it wont be just 1 person coming back but 2, i sure hope not

[Randy "Rfango" Baily]

Hope you do well! You're my favourite

[John Carroll]

Aww thank you Randy

[John Carroll]

Hmmm I actually have a lack of Posts compared to the rest of the people I will make a Spamming thread just like Kim did in Season 1

I hope this helps me later on